It has been a tiring week for me as I have been practicing for the upcoming Teenage Kpop Dance Battle together with my crew - 7.A.D Dance Crew. Many of our friends laughed at us for having such a name for our crew as it doesn't have any swag. But this name holds a lot of meaning to us. 7 represents perfection in the bible. A.D mean after death of Christ. And so it means that because of Christ's sacrifice at the cross, we have perfection in every thing we do!

Of course, my friends who are non believers will not buy that story. Oh wells. In my dance crew, all of us come from different family backgrounds and brought up with different upbringings and beliefs. Since our team has 10 members, it is really tough to make the crew get going in unity.

Cleo and Joshua love to dominate the crew and so, they are always in conflict with each other, causing the crew to feel really tired with the politics. Noah is an attention seeker who needs a lot of love due to his broken family. Joshua is full of himself but at least, he takes pride in whatever he do. Eugene, haa, he's an arrogant snob. Jaime and Natasha are too shy. Even Jolene, the happy go lucky girl is now feeling drained out by all these problems.

As for me, I am really tired. All I want is to win. But some of them does not think that way. They think of just.. doing our best to glorify God. Which I admit, it is good. But.. letting us perform in front of the ministry with our standards? I feel like I just put shame to myself.

My sister loves to compare me with Cleo. Cleo is a professional dancer while I have zero background in dance. Cleo is so skinny and I am so.. plus sized. I really do not know what to do anymore.

I love dancing though. No one can put me down and discourage me from dancing. That should be all for today. :)